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exhausted inside and outside. prolly because he see more and more differences in them. difference in what they expect and what they are. difference in expressing themselves. so much differences that they seems to be planets apart. he guess none is perfect. he know he must accept him as who he is and not what he want him to be. he's trying. he wants this to work. he cant give up. but he hope he's thinking the same way. but he dont seems to be doing anything. maybe he is but he cant feel it. its like only him who's trying to make an effort to make him feel better. like showing more concern openly and lil on the criticism. he tried to assure him as much as he can. he just want to do his part. but it wont work if he's not trying to do his part. he's a pig. an insensitive, careless, clueless, dumb pig. but i guess he is worst off. cause he chose that insensitive, careless, clueless, dumb pig.

nevertheless, though there are times that they are not on good terms. but he've learnt to look at times they enjoyed. he's a nyce guy. even though ithings might not work but it will be worst if he gives up. he is trying his best. and if he is, he wouldnt ask much. he is contented. they used to be different ppl who dont know each other. dont know each other's style and way of life and point of view of stuffs. so naturally they would take time to get used to it. he must learn to accept his traits and love him for who he is. it is in the eyes of the lovers that the imperfect is the perfection. and that is more than enough.